Reasons...

Sometimes people listen to them, sometimes they don't...reasons are their names...

Many things happened recently, some have reasons, some don't, is up to you whether you want to accept it or not.

Is been hard to some of us since the beginning of this semester, as you know, now we are in 2nd year 2nd sem, one more year and we can say "goodbye" to each other,well, for those who opt for work in the society.

But now is now, now is the time for us to polish our skill, sound naive but is the fact, time does run fast and we are short of time, but who knows better?

Well, is kinda my story for you all. Here hos is sound:

Ealier of this sem, I got LAJ 100 and i was so happy...unfortunately things doesn't went smoothly... time clashes... none of the time given were suitable. In the end, got no choice but to drop it, makes me want to cry...

Next, i took laser and 218 (mathematics) and exceed the maximum unit by 1. The top guys agreed to me that IS OK, coz just 1 unit...UNFORTUNATELY, by then the top guy said the guys above him disallow such incident, and won't take in ANY REASONS, even it is reasonable.

I thought a while and i'm pretty sure i can make it through, either i take LAJ 100 or 218, the number of courses is still the same, but different in units and time of contact.

Very well, i got no choice but to scrap this idea once and for all. Finally i took up classical mechanics, 208, which make me have 20 units, but still i felt dissatisfy.

Well, is cruel, but sometimes people just won't listen, no matter what you say...i have to swallow my words and kept me away from being branded as a trouble maker.

Few days ago someone i really dislike came to me and ask me to be his FYP

partner. Of course the answer is NO, as I replied to him. We did had a conversation there, and I felt that the reasons he gave pack quite a laugh. He told me that he told his friends at dinner he’ll come looking for me. Why so when you have a combination of partners that’ll eventually lead to me? BAKA I think. Next he told me that none will partner with me because they don’t like me. Are you trying to be hated by your friends also? You really want to make such sacrifies? You’re pitying me. I don’t need that. I rather work alone than having to solve problems caused by others. What a nonsense I think. He reasoned out that he would choose me coz I know physics better than anyone else. Well, kinda feel like you’re using me right? Then I asked him y not be partner with the gal. She got a boy who knows physics too. But he just doesn’t want. Why I also clueless. Finally he said he choose me just to get to know me better. I almost laughed. For me, words like this can also means: BULLSHIT!

Well you can see that sometimes reasons are tend to be funny and you might not know whether you should accept it or not. In this case, well, my dislike of him might produce negative reasons on it. But there are even solid reasons that i wouldn't want him, which i won't explain here. Bear in mind that i don't boycott him, is meaningless to me. Ignoring him, at least, if can, i would do. I try not to step onto their boundaries...

But as far as he said that non will like me because of various reasons, well, if you really hate me, go ahead, is your right. NOT that i can't social with people is just that i don't wear "proper mask" everytime i see them.

Hatred is Hazardous. Sometimes ignoring works better. That's why i prefered alone sometimes. Less see me less the headache. Unless unfortunately i had to work with you to pull off something, tremporary alliance will be set...

Sigh... type a lot, i don't know how far i could get in this, is all up to my PA and his ZKT 221, where the fortunate might meet the unfortunate and miracle might be made...

What to do now? Time will tell, thats the reason.

Kampung Guy...how are you?...

Kampung Guy...your the busiest person i ever known. I know you're sick and still keep working on various activities, like the Kung Fu night. Well, hope our dearest physicists here will support you in terms of $$(ticket) and morally (gambateh Sion-kun!). May your Kung Fu night be a blast(successful).

Dear Sion-kun, frankly to tell you that i admire your hardworking times, activites and studies you keep them in balance, to the most. Please don't compare yours with mine, as mine will be different, but anyway, hopefully our discussion group (last sem) did bear some fruits. I tried my best as i could, and you should do it and i know you can. W ell, when you go for interview, remember to tell them bout your Kung Fu activites that give the audience a big blast, i'm sure it'll be a great help.

Kampung guy, with your hard-work on going, who knows you meet your other-half SOONER than you think? hehehehehhe...gambateh...

in respond to kampung boy

dear fren, life has nvr been fair and just,
and it appears to be cruel at times,
boring sumtimes, yet exciting at other times.
but fret not, coz frens n family members are always there
when u nid a place for shelter and when u nid a person to confide.

watever we do, problems n troubles keep on popping out
in our lives n of coz, it's inevitable. so da best thing is to
take it as a challenge to fortify ourselves. to reshape, mold, n polish.
for da past dat happened, juz take it as an experience, an eye-opener.
for da present, do wat's best u think that u do not regret later.
for da future, plan wat u wanna be n make it ur golden goal.

u wrote bout forceful action dat leads to unhappiness. yep
i raised my both hands as a gesture in agreement. but u were also
right about things dat depends on situation. so wat to write more?
"face a problem? cope with it n make sure u dun regret... "
and finally, action speaks louder than words, thumbs up! AMEN!

i dunno wat i'm writing here, i dunno why i post dis up here,
i dunno when will i be writing again, i dunno, i juz dunno.
wat i'm sure is dat i post dis up for a reason,
and da reason mayb true in da views of me but ironically
mayb untrue in da views of others. so wat to do?

obviously,
i juz write wat i feel, wat i want, wat i think of...

many things occurred, juz like a flash from thunder, but da sparks
from da flash will remain in my heart, n i shall treasure it as my
personal precious gift, from God.

everything happened for a purpose, dun u guys think so??

.......

sigh...dunno wat title shud i put coz my feeling now is mixed wiv lots of "taste" like spicy,sweet,sour... n when i surf tiz website,feel tat our blog here is so kesian since laz month,seems like every1 ignore it.while me,cant be said so active in tiz place.facing in front of the screen,drinking coffee n looking outside the window as well,recall back watever tat i hav done in recent years,during studying in usm,got a lot of incidents happened....feel very very very tired coz of training...after reading sum blogs,feel bored wiv them coz i dislike read too many words like reading novel.but more or less v can noe a bit sum1's personalities tru watever he/she writes tru their blog.while myself,ha...malas to write.i've read 1 of my frenz' blog,it has reminded me a chinese idiom,literally sounds like paksaan wont bring any kebahagian,may b many youngsters like us think tat idioms is really outdated or mandarin so called "TU" but u noe tat is really well-explained for certain incidents wich happen in our real life.many plp may attempt to use paksaan way to get sumthing tat they wan,but jz a few can get while others is out.lastly,i think i understand wat does de idioms mean,try to learn when shud let go...but normally talking is ezier den doing,in fact not many plp can do...izzit really kesian?

An engineer, physicist & mathematician in a hotel

An engineer, a physicist and a mathematician are staying in a hotel.
The engineer wakes up and smells smoke. He goes out into the hallway and sees a fire, so he fills a trash can from his room with water and douses the fire. He goes back to bed.
Later, the physicist wakes up and smells smoke. He opens his door and sees a fire in the hallway. He walks down the hall to a fire hose and after calculating the flame velocity, distance, water pressure, trajectory, etc. extinguishes the fire with the minimum amount of water and energy needed.
Later, the mathematician wakes up and smells smoke. He goes to the hall, sees the fire and then the fire hose. He thinks for a moment and then exclaims, "Ah, a solution exists!" and then goes back to bed.

Physics LAw

Law of Cat Inertia
A cat at rest will tend to remain at rest, unless acted upon by some outside force - such as the opening of cat food, or a nearby scurrying mouse.

Law of Cat Motion
A cat will move in a straight line, unless there is a really good reason to change direction.

Law of Cat Magnetism
All blue blazers and black sweaters attract cat hair in direct proportion to the darkness of the fabric.

Law of Cat Thermodynamics
Heat flows from a warmer to a cooler body, except in the case of a cat, in which case all heat flows to the cat.

Law of Cat Stretching
A cat will stretch to a distance proportional to the length of the nap just taken.

Law of Cat Sleeping
All cats must sleep with people whenever possible, in a position as uncomfortable for the people involved, and as comfortable as possible for the cat.

Law of Cat Elongation
A cat can make her body long enough to reach just about any counter top that has anything remotely interesting on it.

Law of Cat Obstruction
A cat must lay on the floor in such a position to obstruct the maximum amount of human foot traffic.

Law of Cat Acceleration
A cat will accelerate at a constant rate, until he gets good and ready to stop.

Law of Dinner Table Attendance
Cats must attend all meals when anything good is served.

Law of Rug Configuration
No rug may remain in its naturally flat state for very long.

Law of Obedience Resistance
A cat's resistance varies in proportion to a human's desire for her to do something.

First Law of Energy Conservation
Cats know that energy can neither be created nor destroyed and will, therefore, use as little energy as possible.

Second Law of Energy Conservation
Cats also know that energy can only be stored by a lot of napping.

Law of Refrigerator Observation
If a cat watches a refrigerator long enough, someone will come along and take out something good to eat.

Law of Electric Blanket Attraction
Turn on an electric blanket and a cat will jump into bed at the speed of light.

Law of Random Comfort Seeking
A cat will always seek, and usually take over, the most comfortable spot in any given room.

Law of Bag/Box Occupancy
All bags and boxes in a given room must contain a cat within the earliest possible nanosecond.

Law of Cat Embarrassment
A cat's irritation rises in direct proportion to her embarrassment times the amount of human laughter.

Law of Milk Consumption
A cat will drink his weight in milk, squared, just to show you he can.

Law of Furniture Replacement
A cat's desire to scratch furniture is directly proportional to the cost of the furniture.

Law of Cat Landing
A cat will always land in the softest place possible; often the mid- section of an unsuspecting, reclining human.

Law of Fluid Displacement
A cat immersed in milk will displace her own volume, minus the amount of milk consumed.

Law of Cat Disinterest
A cat's interest level will vary in inverse proportion to the amount of effort a human expends in trying to interest him.

Law of Pill Rejection
Any pill given to a cat has the potential energy to reach escape velocity.

Law of Cat Composition
A cat is composed of Matter + Anti-Matter + It Doesn't Matter.

Attention!!! Urgent!!!

Hey,Wan sin wanna invite us to go eating steamboat together at Sg.2,she might invite all Physicians of our batch to go to celebrate Exan is Finished around on 10th of november.So,she wanna noe how many of us will go.Jz gip me a confirmation.ok???

P/S=Her plan has not been confirmed n verified yet,wanna confirm how many will go 1st.

Trip to Kuantan

Hey...you all stil wanna go to my place bo?i'll be back to there around 16th 0r 17th of tiz month,but havent bought tickets yet.plz let me noe during or after exam.so that i could plan la...minasan,gambateh to ur all exam!!! to All physicians,Jia You(Gambateh!!!)

Physics-formulas

F=ma where Fun=mad X abnormal

P=IV where Pressure=It's time 4 Vacation

Ricatti Equation=found by Bernoulli's wife,Ricatti after Bernoulli's equation successfully derived.

Laurent's Series=brother of Taylor's series

Questions:

(1/n)*sin x=? (Ans=six)

so,what about (1/c)*sec x?

f(z)=1/z, Zo=0=( a pole),what is it???(hint:refer to text book)

there are 10 fishes in an aquarium, 1 day,there is a fish dead and taken out from it,so what is the volume of water in that aquarium?Increase or Decrease? (Ans=Increase)

Cauchy's integral theorem=found when cauchy was playing merry-go-round with his wife when his saddle horse was turning in another direction and he had got his head knocked at that time.

Encoder=the wife(husband) of decoder. Why??(they were against each other before they become a couple)

Stoke Theorem=child of Mr. Green Theorem and Mrs Twince

Exhausted....

phew.....tests r finished,n raya is coming...every1 here is rushing4 balik kampung,myself oso 1 of 'em..after the tests,feel released alot but,ha...stil hav sumthing cant be released in short time..since i was here,i've learned alot n noe lots of new frens(sounds like reach here on 1st day,ha ha..),oso,have faced lots of difficulties.sumtimes i feel alone but dun hav strong feeling of lonely coz i have got used to it...n oso got frens like u all.i'm glad to meet u all here even though the time of togetherness is not much.n i feel like wanna speak out sumthing to sumbody else but...dunno shud start from where n dunno how to do it...i'm really a noob in such matter...b'coz of the studies n club's matter...i feel very very tired of thinking personal matters,even dunno how to handle it.here, i would like to bluff myself is tat i couldn't advise myself to face my own problems but can gip advise to who's got problem no matter it is officially or personally,sounds funny,rite?ha...tat's me.haiz...another sem is gone,feel the time is passing so quickly,feel like stil got alot of things havent been done yet...n seems like i've missed out lots of things.n quite hope tat the time can reverse back so that i could grab back the chances tat i've missed out but...life is life,reality is reality,sunthing has gone,impossible to chase and get back,rite?Now,i feel exhausted,feel wanna have a enough n enough rest...gud nite every1 for those stil o9 at midnite.

Who wanna become PDS memnber?

We create a club call PDS , currently got 3 member :
me sh and reena...
who ever interested please let me noe~
wahaha!!!

hustling in a bustled life...

everyone seems to be cracking their heads on striving to perform better academically for instance, these coming tests which wil b held starting from this week while i'm still not completely in the mood of becoming one of the many ppl.

i'm starting to hav a bad feeling bout dis odd peculiar mood swing that always take out my precious time especially in this nick of time. to my surprise n dismay, i find that i couldn't pull out my concentration from my inner strength i once had to pay attention on wat i need to do, which is obviously doing revision for the coming tests. sumthing seems to be troublingly surpressing me n my mind to keep on wander on different things n thus lose focus on watever things dat are in front of me. no one knows wat's happening to me and so do I.

this is jeopardising my future n i nid to find sum special ways to eradicate such a nuisance attitude. i tried to keep myself away from da internet which is like drowning myself utterly in an aquarium full of ice water where chillness n loneliness overwhelm the atmosphere which make me feel unease more. i tried isolate myself n be unattended for a while, but the solitary journey seems too long tho' it's juz a few hours. i dunno, wat i'm doing, wat i nid to do, wat i shud do, n wat's nid to be done...n perhaps i dunno wat to do, how to do, even i've lost the anxiety to do wat shud be done...

i moarned, sulked, grumped, growled n whined, yet the trouble seems to persist.
am i stil normal? does anyone know? yikes..it's 614am now...wat am i stil doing here?
suffering insomnia again i guess...

Where have u all gone

This come weeks programme....where u all plan wanna go lepak...
there some plan that we need Kaki to be carried out....
the plans are: Banglo stay at some where near beach
Go Karaoke and GSC-ing
Rock climbing,Sunrise sighting

Any other nice suggestion are open to all physics blogger...just some little gathering since we haven't met for so many weeks because of some unavoidable activities.

And there are some peep talk about our semester break holiday
#### A trip to Pahang, ChunSion's house,and alot more activities in Pahang####
i post this few weeks ahead of our holiday so that u can plan ur timetable properly
@@@@Normal people talk about planning and Great people talk about contribution@@@@
Now i had plan for u all...is time for u great people to contribute.....hahahaha
-Live Life CooL-

direct juniors

i blive tat every1 of us has our own direct junior,rite?how r u all juniors?hav they called u?recently i hav got a pure physics junior called me a few days ago.unexpected tat he oso comes from da same hometown as mine-kuantan.i hav met him 4 a few times during da secondary school days but not familiar wiv him...s u all noe la,normally da 1st things tat they always require 4 is report...my fren say he looks handsome n until took photos wiv him when they met him at a cafe called 'Relax' coz he's working as part time there.4 me he jz look ordinary,not much special...haha..may b i'm jealous gua,haha...tat's y i din say he looks handsome.but i cant admit tat he has good-looking n intelligent too.hopefully he can b successful in his academic life wich is better den me a lot...

my 2nd year 1st sem's life

jz oni 2 words to describe......DAMN n SIEN...DAMN-subjects r mostly killing subjects,can make plp to get failed ezly...y?coz i saw my direct senior or other seniors r retaking da same course...damn stressing.coursemates aroud me starts to study harder n harder,whoa,feel streesed...besides tat,sum lectuerers oso r kinda bored persons,jz look at them 4 a few times,feel bored to study liao...not like dr. yoon,he is good giving lecturers but he's over energetic(always hav nite claz eh..)while myself r not da person who really has scientific brain,can twist my brain fast to think of sum theories.tat's y i take minor,haha...while SIEN-almost everyday repeat da same process,go kuliah study,go bk to hostel,facing da 4 unlively walls,meeting,eating...blah blah...(all routines).nothing is interesting n special during daily life,tat's y i call my day sien...sumtimes wanna hav sum1 to talk sumthing oso difficult...in additions tat my rum is hardly to get o9.haiz...alwayz stay in da rum,din go anywhere,the feeling of lonely always fullfill my time n spaces besides studying...anyway,i'm starting to b used to it but hard to adapt...haha...hopefully u all enjoy ur life evryday...go out 4 lunch or dinner together if in case v all r free,ok?

1st sem started!!!

wow...2 months long holidays has been passed dy,very miss my holidays leh,haiz...wanna piah liao tiz sem...so,how do u all feel wiv tiz new sem?lecturer?4 me everything seems quite ok but i wonder why have got sum courses have to b separated into 2 groups?there r not many plp in our batch if include education students...anyway,may b it's jz our school's policies,but i think it's not quite suitable 4 quantity of our batch...hopefully all da lectueres do their jobs n r able to teach us well...i hope u all can spend ur time to write blogs here in order to make our blog sites lively...ok la,i'll b damn bz in tiz sem wiv activities bsides studies too...so,i'll try to do some posts whenever i can..c yea...

minor or elective?

Recently i have asked a super senior(pure physics) gives me sum advices in choosing minor or elective,so below here r his opinions,so i hope it'd help u all make ur choice carefully...hopefully more or less it helps u all...

"Physics is something about your interest here. My point of view is that 1st - If you think you chose physics because of your result during STPM, then you shud opt for minor. Elective subjects can KILL!2nd - If your maths is good, and you want to explore knowledge istead of applying, then you go for elective.3rd - If you think you dont have much sociallizing skills and your general knowledge is poor, then you shud go for minor, as they let you learn wider scopes to apply during work.4th - If you prioratizes your results more than what you think applicable to your later life, chose minor, as elective subjects are very much harder to score! (usually people do, but this will sticks more on your attitude to life, only yourself knows yourself, if not, ask some1 who knows u more than yourself does to tell you basically u study for life, or result? Most plp think they know, but they dont!) 5th - If you like to research and develop, then chose elective.That was basically the things that led me to choose my path 3 years ago. I took elective, because I wanted to know more about physics, as after grad, you will rarely get the chances to learn detail physics. Whereas, most of the minor causes can be learned when u join working life, u just need to pay. Also, I find myself a very particular characteristic, I dont give a damn about my result, what I stressed was and always be the process of doing something. Electives teaches me more about physics, the reason why we take the course in University, then I make myself active in outdoor socializing activities, which gives me the most important skills in working life (yes, not your result. Result only set your pay level and interviews), communication!"

Hostel...

hey guys n gals,do any1 of u noe when v can move into hostel??coz i'll b bk to usm on 29th of tiz month...

fail? or pass?

I believe every1 of u has seen ur result already,rite?result can make plp to b in bad mood n good mood.. I noe tat sum of u got da excllecent result, congratulations!! While hav got sum of u got unsatisfied result til nid to take kscp…myself oso not really good at all…wat can I say here is not to b sad of ur result,it’s been past already,frenz…may b I’m not good consoling plp but I hope my frenz here who got bad result,dun gip up!!!we all stil hav chance to win de exam s long s we work harder 4 it,oso never look down ourselves,coz it’s not every1 is lucky to enrol to uni…da success will leave u far away if u gip up!!! While da frenz who got good or excellent result,keep working hard of it,never b satisfied n proud of it too much…get good result again in next sem…like plp say,failure is da key of da success,I strongly blive tat hav no successful plp hav their own achievement without failures like Bill Gates,Tun Mahathir, Stephen Hawkins(a famous physician,if I’m not wrong)n etc,if v r failed to do sumthing,so v’ll hav to think of resons n try to correct til it’s successfully to b done like v were learning how to walk since v were infants,v stand up again after v hav fallen down n keep walking until v can walk…Therefore,v shud work harder 4 our studies again during da next sem coz I blive every1 of us stil hav chances to get great achievement…I suggest tat v shall do study group in da next sem so v could learn more from it,agree??

p/s:I hope my blog here doesnt offend u all,I wish v all can do better in next sem.ok,Happy holidays!!!

ATTENTION

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good luck guys....

civilization's problem

Recently, do u all notice tat some raping cases happened in KTAR? It’s reported by local paper last week. There’s a case which about a female student who was almost raped by a security guard. Actually situation is sound like this, tat gal was having an exam in the afternoon. After finishing it, she walked back by passing tru da main gate of KTAR, at first, there’s a guard there woo her n later he tried to take off her clothes, of coz tat gal sure fought back but tat guy is stronger than her…fortunately, she screamed n tat guard felt nervous (may b got sum plp around there), he spared her n quickly ran away…he wore bk his clothes n pretended s nothing..tat gal quickly ran out from there met a guy who was nearby at tat time, den they looked 4 other guard’s help n reported to da police. Fortunately, tat guy got caught..ok, actually tat security guard who was trying to rape tat gal is 17-year-old malay young guy… I think papers din report it n tat gal was almost naked dy at tat time…now tat gal has stopped schooling…tiz incident was told by my fren who’s studying UTAR wich is jz beside da KTAR… I’m so shocked when I knew tat news…actually wat has happened to our society?? One more thing tat is da same case has happened in local U oso but local U has covered it secretly…so there’s not many plp noe about it…but I really cant say tat the raping cases happened in local U but I hope every gal should b careful of it..

ATTN : GAB's BDAY CELEBRATION!!

attn everyone, who reads tis n try to pass around tis msg...
tis coming fri, we're celebrating gab's bday, info r as below;
Day : Fri
Date : 18th May 2007
Time : 7 pm
Venue : The No Eye Deer
(Tj Tokong, opp Island Plaza, above 7-11 shop)

*PLEASE confirm your attendance wif Wei Ching or Thien Sing by thurs. btw, if da bday boy not free, tis will be called off or postponed....any question?



p.s: somebody plz get da cake yea ;)

mum, i love u

i've just celebrated MD with my mum n' family members.....i only bought a cake for my mum(a heart shape cake hehe)....Because i dun have much income, i couldn't afford to buy a gold diamond ear ring for my mum.....i know my mum were wishing to hav a gold diamond ear ring....i had surveyed the price with my dad alredi....the cheapest cost almost 2000 ringgit.....My mum found out about it n' she told me not to buy it because she said i still haven't start earning money.....maybe my dad told her about it.....Back to our celebration tonight......This year there were a lil bit special....It was the first time we celebrated together with all my aunts.....so there were actually a large group of ppl celebrated this memorable event.....We had steamboat, kfc, pizza n' char bee hoon......We couldn't finish all the foods hehe......We also had some wine n' beer....Maybe because of that, there were laughter all over.....had a good n' fun time tonight......so how did u guys celebrate with ur mums?

feel free to share with us.....hav a good day everyone.....

Breaking News

Attention to all blogger....ur brother GABRIEL is gonna celebrate his 21st anniversary soon...so he is gonna organise a party at his house on 18th of MAY(which is her birthday)...so everyone are invited to this party....and dun forget ur present and angpow ahhhh...interested member can contact WeiChing and Chunsion(emcee)

On Behalf of JY i post this to inform u all dun forget JY's birthday

Mother's day

Mother’s day

When I was driving, listened to the radio, I found that mother’s day is just around the corner. There were plenty of advertisements being broadcasted through radio, got a lot of stuffs are promoted now which are especially sold for the children to give to their mother as a gift. But I ‘m not afford to buy them, of course…hmm…still thinking of what should I buy for her, ha ha… previously I bought cakes, facial cream, gold chain(shared with my dad) n etc . I remember that when I was about standard 5 or 6, I cooked dinner by myself for her include my dad as mother’s day’s gift… she’s surprised but unfortunately my dishes were not very delicious, haha.. pai seh… also before that, I remebered tat when i was a young kid oso drawing a card for her as mother’s day’s gift… but now tat card has been lost dy… anyway… like Chinese saying:“树欲静而风不止，子欲养亲亲不待”=“a tree wishes to b quiet(stop shaking) but wind dun not stop, while children wish to "menyara" back their parents but they have ‘gone’ already". Meaning that we should respect, love, appreciate our parents always. It’ll be too late for us to do so if they have left us…so,I wish all physicians’ mothers have a happy mother’s day..ya..how do u all celebrate tat day??for me just go out 4 dinner I think now..

spiderman

Yesterday, i go watch movie with my clhs classmate. Although i hate movie, but shu hua decide 2 go also (i let sh decide) . Then, so boring, leg so pain , wanna sleep also cannot.... but luckily we discover smth. sh say tat spiderman look like our dr yoon !!! especially when he become mad (dancing on the street) . So we keep laughing.... ha ha ha . . . the end~

Hell Or Fantasy : The Questions Within

Is it just me, or you wondering what have we been doing over this past 2 semesters? Have gone through hell or fantasy? There are a lot of questions in my mind and I couldn’t answer it.

Firstly, in response to FMP, yes, I am a typical guy who “seven morning eight morning cry father cry mother” , just like you said, and I’m glad that you are a well prepare person, unlike me who always have regrets and being hated around. SERVE ME RIGHT! There are evidence showing this, feel free to ask/look around if you like, I am indeed the worst guy you met. (Don’t bull about academics if you want to compare me and you).

Secondly, I am busy with some projects given by my PA. The first day I went there and wow what do you know I got scared and run back home! It is not easy for me to being the only 1^st year guy there, as I expect some may turn up (yellowpochi especially you who live so near!!!). Everyday from morning 9 to noon 1 I had to study with my PA to learn new things, something like remote sensing, visual basics and others. There I saw my CLHS senior, who is doing his Phd there. He is the one who skipped masters into Phd (very smart guy). Now, as time goes I would like to see what happens next…

From that very first day, after some briefing from my PA, questions pop up in my mind often. I questioned my academic skills like they were very poor compare to others, practical skill, no need to say as they are always poor and I don’t have a good foundation of it, wait until second year then I know how hard…Besides that I also question myself: Why study Physics? These are the questions that are really difficult to answers, I mean is difficult to give an answer that satisfied others as well as myself. IF I say I like physics, do I really like it? I don’t feel any momentum when doing physics. That’s why what have we been doing this past 2 semesters? Should anyone of you thought of these?

That’s all I have to say, I hope we can come out to enjoy around, since we seldom got chances during school day. Enjoy your holiday people. Keep in touch.

key

was wondering, when did u guys return da hostel key?
my fault not to ask u guys when is it?

Looking past the packaging

I came across this article, and found that it suit ur current position so i edit it and repost it(in conjunction with Wesak,Labour and my birthday)

I'd moon about, wondering why nothing romantic ever happened to me the way it did to heroines in novels. When someone showed the slightest
interest in me, I'd judge him by how he looked(ordinary) and how he
acted(normal) and refuse point blank to get to know him better. It's
easy to give the likes of DavidBeckham a chance-if you meet someone good-looking, charming and confident, it doesn't take a lot to decide whether or not you'd you go out with him-but what about the ordinary, everyday variety? The man who isn't devastatingly handsome or who's a bit shy and takes time to get to know- someone who doesn't stand out in a crowd. Why give a man like this a chance?He's obviously not your type, right?

Even as I write, I find myself drawn to someone who is so ordinary it makes me smile(ruefully).He is not arrogant or self-assured.He speaks quietly.He doesn't like arguments or fights.A pacifist, for God's sake! Is this what I've been looking for and didn't know it?When did my priorities change? Was it when i realised that i should start looking at people and not type? Judging someone not on their material worth but on how happy I am when i'm with them? This meant getting to know the man, assessing his mind, how much we might have in common, and how kind he might be, rather than his potential for getting us out of a blazing building. Most of us are looking for happy, successful relationships. But sometimes we might be looking in the wrong place entirely.This doesn't mean that you have to go out with every overwhelmingly ordinary man who asks you. There are bound to be men you don't even like.I've never seen a vile frog turn into a prince yet.(On the other hand,I've seen a lot of great looking 20-year-olds who've lost their lustre- and gained a few kilos- by the time they're 30) We all have an ideal lover tucked away somewhere in the corner of our hearts. But let's just say you get the prince. Is he what you really wanted or was it just the idea that appealed to you?

To give someone a chance you have to be prepared to take one, even if it means going out for lunch with a guy who's okay, but isn't ruggedly handsome with a dangerous glint in his eye. And don't judge him till you've learned a bit more about him. Of course, he might just turn out to be as excruciatingly boring as you thought in the first place. Or, he may not. But you'll never find out unless you give him a chance

Han in The House.....

Have you tried before that 4 groups of your freinds, who do not know each other among themselves, angry at you at the same time?

Sometimes i just don't know why...Maybe it is my fault...But what happen???

But sometimes i am confuse with friends, close friends, best friends, girlfriends and boyfriends...Aren't they the same? Or Are they not? In my opinion, they are all my friends...How can you do to please your everyone including parents and friends? There is one big question mark in running in my head and it just can't stop running...Anyway, it has been a myth for me since last time...

Anyway, back to my uni friends...It has been fun and exciting mixing with all of you guys...FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...And hope our fun and laughter will never ending...Yea i do hope to get close friends in uni...At least, when we need someone to talk to at times, we got someone to turn to...Not just that...We can also talk and laugh together, share our problems and happiness together...hmm that feels good:)

So everyone out there, here's a piece of advice:
Chill And Live Life To The Fullest

wondering wat u guys doing...

alrite, now is officially our sem break...
tho' we, ended our exams one week earlier than da sem break.
n i'm starting to miss u guys~ haah.

anyway, since i hav darn least things to do,
i start to hav a lotsa random thoughts in my mind.
they are many ppl invited to post things here,
but why is it juz da same few ppl?
wher did da rest go?

da reasons i created dis blog :
i wish all our coursmate or non-coursemate dat c dis
would respond in a way dat we could know more about
each other, since we dun realli hav time for one another
irl, coz busy wif own stuff..societies n stuff..
but i dun still get da objective since then.

i hope dat our relationships will be grow n care more
bout each other, since we are studying together n i dun
wish to hav damn lot of hi-bye frens. rather, i prefer
few close frens, that can share opinions, experience n
laughter together.

err other reasons mite sound absurd, mayb hope ppl out
ther can use more english in writing to improve? haa..i
dunno. or mayb ppl out ther dat go back to their homes
respectively could get sum help from frens over here for
watsoever reasons. afterall a fren in nid is a fren indeed.

aaa, juz sum random thoughts dat passing by my mind.
happi holidays to all.

Decision..

I seldom make my own decisions since I was a young boy until I have grown old enough. I remember that when I was a young boy, my mum always took in charge of my daily life. She told me that I only can do this and that. Even my father also did the same things to me. So, whatever I want to do have to ask their permissions and opinions first every time. Then they will judge the things before I do whether it is bad or good. They will tell me why I can or cannot do it. Actually I know that they are trying to guide me to choose the right way. But, that is the main point which causes me could not judge and analyze something that I want to do well. As a result, everything that I do in my daily life almost always hit the wall when I do the decision by myself. I do not blame my parents at all because I know they love me so much so they try to protect me from any harms. Therefore I will try to learn how to handle my problems and improve myself. Like what I say normally, guys always feel headache about money, gal and studies (careers). For my case, I have made them like chaos; I do not know how to fix them well. In fact I do not have too much problem with money (have ptptn) and studies (can ask friends) but I cannot deal with another problem well. Even though sometimes I can speak something funny but not most of the time I can do so, most of the time I speak nonsense a lot. I am also not good expressing my feeling through talking because I will feel nervous to do so, so I prefer to write more than speak. May be lacking of experiences and do not join with other people much, so I cannot communicate well in the big group of people… If I say something which is quite offend you all, please forgive me...^-^

Paintball [yellow vs green]

Yellow

Team member :
Gab
TS
TTK
CK
Yu Xi(sorry, dunno how 2 spell)

Green

Team member :
Lizhi
CS
WL
WH
Me-sama
S/XP(duno how 2 spell:P)




Battle Field :




Result :
Green Yellow
0 5

and the winner is :
Team Yellow

I luv animax

2day is mat 181 exam , i plan 2 give TS the bleach since he keep luan me~~

blah, but he so keat in c++ , exam haven finish already rush out the exam hall~

Then i meet CS, he distributing our quiz paper.

Dunno y i juz dun remember TS was his roomate and he also want bleach....

Wat i can c in his face is "quiz... and books" . Wei, u really got watch anime 1 or not?

Talk bout anime, whenever i got chance 2 touch the remote control of the tv, i sure press 25 ,although sumtimes i wanna watch AEC.

i watch this ->

shows at 12 mid-night... very interesting anime....

and i also watch this--- >

Muahahaha X~X''

lame~~

paintball aka painball

Gab will be daring himself to join da world greatest moz risky game ever held in da universe n will b accompanying captain Han & private TS for this mission impossible - the PAIN BALL.

Yes, for the second time, i'll be enroling myself in this SWAT team

to kik da ass out of u. Sadly, da number of participants is still in

grief disappointment perhaps due to lack of loud-speaker to

propagate da good news.

Anyway, nothing much could be done except that i advertise this

here n expect ppl to see it from here which is almost 0% of success.

This is because of the warmness of all da physicians showed.

Nevertheless, if YOU feel dat u're fit enuf to challenge me or u would like to kill sumone in da batterfield for sum uncertain reasons or watsoever absurd calling that urges u, do step forward and face it like a man! Make sure u are potentially capable of pawning or u'll be pawned99!

- pawn or be pawned! u chooooooose...

Will u become one of them? =)

GAB IS FREE AT LAZ!! free doesn't mean available LOL

k, holiday is juz around da corner.
any plans dat I can join? i'll b free from 22th of april to 5th of may.
other than dat gg!!

If u wan me to be in da trip(s), book me earlier n make arrangements
wif me in a proper way. NOT laz minute n of coz no PPK like laz time.

- jy is looking forward for his holiday, wahaha, dun spoil it u mutthafukkar!!...

eeeek one year gone :(

So 2 sem's nearly ended...
let's all reflect wat hav we done in this one year time.

I'll start first,
my best experience was, joining da chinese dancing club.
danced wif da best gal i ever seen in usm, ( for me lahh...no offence )
but fail to keep her in touch :( saddddd!!

Another one is joining da wanderers
and to venture more of my time into da world of music
n exposing myself to different kinda composing + music genre.

Wat i regret moz is...
not seriously involved in my studies making it so suc dat
totally been owned by so many ppl ( ahh...wat a TS language.. )
i dun hav time, i dun hav da interest, but i still hav to do sumthing
to survive i hope...

so dat's a very brief summary for me, wat abou YOU?

Unity we stand, apart we fall...(not sure of da exact wordings)

* i think i shud use bigger fonts for tis post jz in case certain ppl cannot c!

in from da previous post, we can c dat most chinese in this school r not in unity, which will result in separations and fall...is this wt all of u wanted all along?

*think hard*

so, by tis, i wish dat from as soon as possible, all of us (da non-malays) would unite n support n cooperate wif each other as much as possible + take da initiative to participate in activities organize n handled by us (non-malays)

thnx very much 1st to all...


p.s: aduih! tis seems like a speech ;p

What an AGM is sucxxx man(totally owning)

22-03-07 9.23pm
they change the venue of AGM...without acknowledge everyone(a move to reduce ur chinese vote....damn chin kak)
22-03-07 9.35pm
The Fan Cheong YDP giving his speech....there are question about the account seem like the malay dunno how to count..asking stupid question...all the exco 05/06 is a fluke....
22-03-07 9.45pm
before the nomination start i go to toilet first...later the disaster started and i can;t do nothing just to see the whole conspiracy...first nomination everything goes normal except the result...is total owning
22-03-07 9.55pm
just two people get nominated..is chinese against malay...there are around 80++ malay there and against a minority of 8 chinese....as u noe.. the result is as expected...totally owning....what make me pissed off is the way the close the nomination...after just 2 nomination that is chinese against malay...they just close the nomination...just like their bapa punya AGM...and to the truth it is their bapa's AGM....haha
22-03-07 10.00pm
i purposely nominate more malay in before they close the nomination so that it will split the malay vote...but my trick get to known by a malay gal...and she also do the same thing by nominate another chinese gal.THE funny thing is i din vote the ppl that i nominated and she did vote the chinese gal that she nominated...and at the end of the session she told me that i din vote for the people that i had nominated....i got ownzzzz again..blame the chinese again because they din turn up....i'm dissapointed....then TS self destruct..

yo...i'm back..

sorry 4 not giving any comments to tiz blog 4 a long time,i'm seldom care of it..so i'm sorry 4 tat.i'm surprised to see tat got lots of plp join in tiz blog and topics here are very hot and thinkable,but i wont give any comments on ur all topics at tiz month coz my room is difficult to o9 oso i'm bz wiv my studies,(extra activites oso got a lot..until no time makan..ok,i wish everyone of u enjoy with tiz blog and i hope tat i can gip sum useful cmments to u all.

indulging in self-pityness

indulging in self-pityness
i dunno wat happen to this society...
it seems like da new epidermic in dis era sounds peculiar but disastrous
it's no longer sumthing like diseases wher ppl can find vaccin to prevent
but it's sumthing new n will affect emotions dat will further lead
to unstable minds which can coz more disastrous aftermath.

obviously, it's nothing more than wat i'm talking bout
but da title itself sounded, indulging in self-pityness.
many ppl nowadays find means to express patheticness
in themselves, not to get over or as a medium to relieve upsets
but to gain sympathise from outsiders in hoping to get attention
or to get sumthing they desire secretly.

it's simply one tactic that shows cowardness n sly acts
n moz of the times it give an opposite effect to da ppl around.
it makes ppl at first feel a bit pity bout it, then numb, then
irritated, n then fake n etc it goes on like a neverending loops.

wat is bad about it is dat it is influencial n it influences fast.
it evokes other feelings which are negative towards da one complainin
n coz reverse effect. the other victims wil start da same tactic
n brood loudly n pitiedly in order to gain wat i discuss earlier
without knowing s(he) already is influenced n *gone case*.
everyone wil b doing it over n over n seems dis vicious cycle
will continue to spread...

wel, sumtimes i wonder y shud ppl do dis...
y is everytime those ppl complain about da negative part?
y is everything those ppl say is nothing but sorrows?
dun they hav a life?
come on~ c'est la vie, live on wake up from indulgence anymore.


post from my original blog, found it interesting, so i repost it here.

R we so lack of human social skills n creativity?

sumtimes i ponder, whether our lifestyle n mindset hav been predestined eversince we're born?it's like u even can categorise persons, frm da attitudes n ways of talking cum socializing skills during interacting with one another. n very often it's so obvious, too crystal clear dat makes me sic thinking bout dis "i-dunno-wat-to-call-dis"...phenomena?

i can't say dis a catastrophic avalanche, nor i can't ignore da fact dat it's freaking irking my thoughts everytime i think of dis. imagine, u feel bored n u wanted to ask sumone out for a chat, u'll say, i'm gonna find those studying mass com. coz they provide better ideas n creativities, jokes n space to let ur imagination lingers within; n da worst scenario might b, omg dis dude asking me out for a talk, look at (s)he, [datperson] is in pharmacy course!! (s)he muz b a nerd n i'm gonna be a walking wall dat reflects any single wave dat (s)he makes..

i dunno am i da onli one feeling dis way or sum of u out there r feeling da same thing..reflecting back, ther was once my close fren even told me dat, u're realli unprofesional to find ur de other half from of da same course or studying da same thing as u. coz it limits ur widening mind to explore further unidentification dat's still a lock without keys n dat might seriously dulls u. i stunt dat time, now i realised wat she told me 2 years b.

anyway, hope u ppl out there truely understand da misery dat hav been poisoning my mind...i'm not good at expressing stuff n ideas but i'll try my best, to work it all out n to make whole understanding beyond understanding, so dat ther isn't any single doubts dat may hide in my column of expressions.

"dun judge a book by it's cover; sumtimes i dun even unwrap da book's wrapping." - jy

"Lost" in Time

Everybody must be happy about the CNY holiday, although it has come to an end for this year. I hope that it'll last longer another time...

Now then, I dunno why but i've might experience lost in time during the holidays. Everyday watch anime, eat, and sleep...forgot about assignment and everything. By now i realize that my SHE project havent started yet and the deadline is closser...OMG!!! What have i done?! What have i done to deserve this?? I should have pour much time to do it during the holidays...but i didn't. How many page are we require to do? 30? 60? Or may be 10?? I've fresh out of idea, and i'm doing this individual! Not because I wanted to but my PA orders. Waaaaaaaa...going to 'die' liao...Never thought i might end up like this. This subject is suppose to let people score A, but for my case, maybe an E is worth of my punishment... So sad...This is what i meant about " lost in time". I'm not experince time dilation. I hope I can do so, like Kabuto, press a "clock up" button then can move with some 0.1c~0.7c.

Any way, if i 'die', 'die' la. There's nothing more i can do except finish my project ASAP.

Btw, why my life always full of difficuties???Like they were my 'gal's'....

Eason look a like??

when i heard this statement came out from my friend's mouth...i feel like laughing...
Do i look like Eason?...with my new hair style,some of my friend said that i look very much alike..
they mean the "Hair style" nia...dun misunderstand,i'm not as entao as him...later
all the fans of Eason come and see me pulak...bz lar...wakakaka...but my hair really blown
away...haha..like a firework at the sky...and my money also burned up...haizzz...lolz
and when i came back that night with my new hair style,you know what is my parents
expression....whoa whoa whoa...what happen to u..u look like a beggar that din take bath for
years.....hahaha...what a shocking comparison...from a superstar to a nobody...walao ehh.. /n

~ Happy Holidays

yo~ all 'researcherZ'...
cny's jz around da corner,
so better leave ur research job aside,
go back to ur family (those that u've abandoned long time ago due to too much research work)
n spend more time wif them ;p
anyway, wishing everyone of u

HAPPY CHINESE
NEW YEAR!!!!!!

ALL DA BEZ!!
(in everything; food + health, ang pows, frenz, families, etc..)

Our second sem...

Almost CNY liao, most ppl will go back to their roots to celebrate CNY...However, what does this sem break implies?? Yes, oh yes, half of the sem pass away as time flows....after that we'll be seperated again, but before that got the big exam la!

This sem is quite packed, 19 units almost took away my "life" already. What about second year le? My course can give me tonnes of problem from then onwards...

Haiz, hopefully can get someone (maybe girlfriend) that can share problem with... anyway, for me, quite impossible la, even you bet $ 1,000,000,000.00 also no use, so better don't bet.

I "type" alot liao still got no point coz haven't enter the title. Actually I want to share some opinion about this "crazy" sem where everyone is packed still can come to this blog. Feel free to share some ideas of studying, flirting, etc, etc. Don't be shock who this guy might be, coz he is currently in........(you know la, place got internet access).

This is my first post, hopefully got reply (or happy bombs from others). See you guys!
Sayonara.........

106 test..gg'ed!

tomorrow is da day, and after tomorrow it shall be da laz day,
but before tomorrow we will all be gg'ed n hav a hard day.

haha, wat day wat day o..u clever lads shud understand bah..
aiya dun make me repeat myself, i dun like redundancy
like our mr.lim course 106 lecturer does..juz one test onli he needed to
repeat the date of da test n format for so many times. my gosh!
it's as if he has nothing to do for da first 5 minutes of each lessons
that he has to spend sum time doing nonsense. we're grown ups
not ur small little kids that u always nid to spoon-feed!

wel life is short..LOL.. n so does our semester n uni life.
in juz a blinkin of eyes it's alreadi half a sem n it's like we're still
doing nothing serious in our studies. ( mayb dat applies to me onli )
n because it's so short, we hav to spend our time wisely
n not juz like a nerd n close oneself in a room n study day n nite.
uni life is da best part of living, says ppl older as usual
n i'm not excluding myself from living da best time i hav.
so ppl, enjoy whilst u still can...
but dun neglect ur studies utterly lah...

so guys, study smart n make ur life worth n whole living! ^^
~cheerz to all~

~ Nerd or Nord?

as the title have made it seems so clear, it's bout being a nerd or not...

p.s em...to those who consider themself/are a nerd, i'm very sori that this might offend you. if u dun mind, u may continue reading. but to avoid any conflict within or outside urself or upset-ness, i would suggest you to stop here. ;p





i jz dun get it...am i a nerd???seriously...i'm noooooot!!! k!!! y muz he alwiz keep on saying i'm a nerd.???izit jz bcos i'm not as crazy or outgoin or both as him? *anyway da 'he' refers to our vice-no-2 of da physics nite oc...so how do u actually define 'NERD'? or either how do u classify someone who's NOT a 'nerd'? one of da answer he gave is a nerd doesn't like/play sports...ahah...dat's something very opposite of me...i like sports...jz dat i dun have any chance to play...(dat's y u ppl (esp him) doesn't c me play sports..duh...)all sports r fine wif me except runnin, joggin n hiking...unless do it for fun with lotz-a frens...n den...wt else...i cant think of anymore sports dat i dun play...@ dun mind playing...hmmm...his reason no-2: a nerd stays at home (in this case: in hostel room) whole day n study/doin exercises/anything concerning studies.....hahaha...there's another thing dat's totally 180degree turn from me....if anyone would c me whole day in room...meaning i'm either sleeping or online...there's no any oth reason for me being soooooo long in the room...furthermore, my ability to stay focus is very low...how am i supposed to study for such long hours...
#all da lame reasons.... -_-''

*additional reason (i am not a nerd): 1)i dun burn midnight oilSSSS...meaning SLEEP is MORE IMPORTANT to me than finishing up my revision for da test/exam on the next day...i DUN even care if i finish or not...ZZzzZZzzz... 2) like i said b4, i like sports, i would prefer that we study/lecture for 5 sems (cut short our sems = theoretical work would be less) n play hard, i.e play sports (ko-k) for 1 sem (meaning no need to study)...WOW...that would be great... :D but i can only dream of such curiculum in local uni (esp USM) 3) i do go out n have fun VERY often (but since enter uni = less... cos no transport :( very pitiful) n dat's one of da reason my STPM is a 'flop'!!! but it seems dat i still yet to insaf.... ;p...anyway, dat's da few reasons dat i can think of at da moment...



p.s. btw, i dun take books n read anywhere i go esp toilets!!!
furthermore, thankz very much for introducing nerds to me... ;p
but all i have to say, i dun worth ur energy...
besides, they're not my cup of tea

~ something but rubbish?

hi guys... i've to say it here as i dun think any would reply my comment
Q: who's the rest other then JY, Feed me pls.. & kampung guy?
ok, here's another question. i jz hope there's at least some of u would help to provide something on the question i post here (let me re-phrase):
Q: tradable quotas should be issue for environmental pollution. give me ur opinion n reason(s).
em...n dun ask me wt's 'tradable quota' cos i, myself also not sure bout it.

there's another 1 more thing wondering me...
it seems like everyone's so bz tis sem, how come da fella who started this have time to start 'this' yea?

haha
jk nia...

anyway, there's something dat strike me since reading da blog (da one dat JY recommended me during lunch)
wt's da difference in chinese ed & eng-ed ppl?
more can be read at :
http://ericating.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/12/lame_n_dumb_com.html
it reali makes me think back......



anyway,
gotta revise 106 now as i still have only 2 more hours nia...
real dead meat in 106...
seems to be clueless at all in this subj

an exhausted sem

sigh...i feel very very tired for this sem b'coz i take 20 units,almost every day the time is packed..buzy until no time to go to toilet...haha!!besides that,recently quiz and test are coming together but i dont have enuv time to prepare for them so i think my result will be very bad...haiz...so wat about you all?also,almost every day i dont have enuv sleep so that's y sumtimes i seem to be blur blur and sleepy almost all the time...previously my teacher told me tat university's life is quite relaxable but now i feel that it's quite busy and also stressful.whatever la...i have entered to here already wat,also meet lots of frens here...ok,i shall end now,i hope i can post some hot topics to let u all to share with..but except dota b'coz i dunno how to play it and also not interested of it haha...i also wonder why the dota is so popular among my frens... is it really nice to play meh?

I'm back in business

Lol....big guy is here d...why the blog is so quiet...come make it spicy lar....
come go get some gals inside it....btw who is oblvie86....come talk bird also can...
i'm very keat at it...so with wind....so how is my greeting talk...keng leh....