everyone seems to be cracking their heads on striving to perform better academically for instance, these coming tests which wil b held starting from this week while i'm still not completely in the mood of becoming one of the many ppl.
i'm starting to hav a bad feeling bout dis odd peculiar mood swing that always take out my precious time especially in this nick of time. to my surprise n dismay, i find that i couldn't pull out my concentration from my inner strength i once had to pay attention on wat i need to do, which is obviously doing revision for the coming tests. sumthing seems to be troublingly surpressing me n my mind to keep on wander on different things n thus lose focus on watever things dat are in front of me. no one knows wat's happening to me and so do I.
this is jeopardising my future n i nid to find sum special ways to eradicate such a nuisance attitude. i tried to keep myself away from da internet which is like drowning myself utterly in an aquarium full of ice water where chillness n loneliness overwhelm the atmosphere which make me feel unease more. i tried isolate myself n be unattended for a while, but the solitary journey seems too long tho' it's juz a few hours. i dunno, wat i'm doing, wat i nid to do, wat i shud do, n wat's nid to be done...n perhaps i dunno wat to do, how to do, even i've lost the anxiety to do wat shud be done...
i moarned, sulked, grumped, growled n whined, yet the trouble seems to persist.
am i stil normal? does anyone know? yikes..it's 614am now...wat am i stil doing here?
suffering insomnia again i guess...
我卡著了。
11 months ago
3 comments:
izit someone or something dat's in ur mind, bothering u?
or more 2 something or some1 dat u missed or...
nope..dat's da odd part...
da plp who can help u----is urself.may b i'm not a gud reader and adviser but i'll point out ur probs.hopefully they'r rite.after dat grand wanderer's concert,actually u wanna return ur study mood,un4tunately u found tat u cant,rite?ur heart is stil there ,wanderers.bsides,ur personalities...i think it's not too convenient to talk about ur personal life here.u noe it by ur own.more or less it might affect ur mood of studying or watever.morever,u've lost ur directions,dunno where to head to in the future.feel urself tat is not in a 'stable' state,jz follow da flow tat watever is happening around u.1 more things is,normally faced by most of uni students is...they jz study watever they got now but dunno wat to do after graduate.tat's y not many plp got the job wich is related to wat hav they studied.so,u must strenghten ur will n must hav ur own goal of future.now every1 of of us r grown old dy...shud plan n think of wat r going to do in da future,hav our own life.coz the person who controls n guides ur life is urself--again.if u r facing difficulties of studies,try to ask ur frens who r around u like us,v'll help u s we could n support u always.lastly,if u dont wanna help urself,who else will help u?may b i'm very long-winded like an old man here,haha.. but hopefully they might help u.Gambateh,bro...
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