hustling in a bustled life...

everyone seems to be cracking their heads on striving to perform better academically for instance, these coming tests which wil b held starting from this week while i'm still not completely in the mood of becoming one of the many ppl.

i'm starting to hav a bad feeling bout dis odd peculiar mood swing that always take out my precious time especially in this nick of time. to my surprise n dismay, i find that i couldn't pull out my concentration from my inner strength i once had to pay attention on wat i need to do, which is obviously doing revision for the coming tests. sumthing seems to be troublingly surpressing me n my mind to keep on wander on different things n thus lose focus on watever things dat are in front of me. no one knows wat's happening to me and so do I.

this is jeopardising my future n i nid to find sum special ways to eradicate such a nuisance attitude. i tried to keep myself away from da internet which is like drowning myself utterly in an aquarium full of ice water where chillness n loneliness overwhelm the atmosphere which make me feel unease more. i tried isolate myself n be unattended for a while, but the solitary journey seems too long tho' it's juz a few hours. i dunno, wat i'm doing, wat i nid to do, wat i shud do, n wat's nid to be done...n perhaps i dunno wat to do, how to do, even i've lost the anxiety to do wat shud be done...

i moarned, sulked, grumped, growled n whined, yet the trouble seems to persist.
am i stil normal? does anyone know? yikes..it's 614am now...wat am i stil doing here?
suffering insomnia again i guess...