hustling in a bustled life...

everyone seems to be cracking their heads on striving to perform better academically for instance, these coming tests which wil b held starting from this week while i'm still not completely in the mood of becoming one of the many ppl.

i'm starting to hav a bad feeling bout dis odd peculiar mood swing that always take out my precious time especially in this nick of time. to my surprise n dismay, i find that i couldn't pull out my concentration from my inner strength i once had to pay attention on wat i need to do, which is obviously doing revision for the coming tests. sumthing seems to be troublingly surpressing me n my mind to keep on wander on different things n thus lose focus on watever things dat are in front of me. no one knows wat's happening to me and so do I.

this is jeopardising my future n i nid to find sum special ways to eradicate such a nuisance attitude. i tried to keep myself away from da internet which is like drowning myself utterly in an aquarium full of ice water where chillness n loneliness overwhelm the atmosphere which make me feel unease more. i tried isolate myself n be unattended for a while, but the solitary journey seems too long tho' it's juz a few hours. i dunno, wat i'm doing, wat i nid to do, wat i shud do, n wat's nid to be done...n perhaps i dunno wat to do, how to do, even i've lost the anxiety to do wat shud be done...

i moarned, sulked, grumped, growled n whined, yet the trouble seems to persist.
am i stil normal? does anyone know? yikes..it's 614am now...wat am i stil doing here?
suffering insomnia again i guess...

Where have u all gone

This come weeks programme....where u all plan wanna go lepak...
there some plan that we need Kaki to be carried out....
the plans are: Banglo stay at some where near beach
Go Karaoke and GSC-ing
Rock climbing,Sunrise sighting

Any other nice suggestion are open to all physics blogger...just some little gathering since we haven't met for so many weeks because of some unavoidable activities.

And there are some peep talk about our semester break holiday
#### A trip to Pahang, ChunSion's house,and alot more activities in Pahang####
i post this few weeks ahead of our holiday so that u can plan ur timetable properly
@@@@Normal people talk about planning and Great people talk about contribution@@@@
Now i had plan for u all...is time for u great people to contribute.....hahahaha
-Live Life CooL-

direct juniors

i blive tat every1 of us has our own direct junior,rite?how r u all juniors?hav they called u?recently i hav got a pure physics junior called me a few days ago.unexpected tat he oso comes from da same hometown as mine-kuantan.i hav met him 4 a few times during da secondary school days but not familiar wiv him...s u all noe la,normally da 1st things tat they always require 4 is report...my fren say he looks handsome n until took photos wiv him when they met him at a cafe called 'Relax' coz he's working as part time there.4 me he jz look ordinary,not much special...haha..may b i'm jealous gua,haha...tat's y i din say he looks handsome.but i cant admit tat he has good-looking n intelligent too.hopefully he can b successful in his academic life wich is better den me a lot...

my 2nd year 1st sem's life

jz oni 2 words to describe......DAMN n SIEN...DAMN-subjects r mostly killing subjects,can make plp to get failed ezly...y?coz i saw my direct senior or other seniors r retaking da same course...damn stressing.coursemates aroud me starts to study harder n harder,whoa,feel streesed...besides tat,sum lectuerers oso r kinda bored persons,jz look at them 4 a few times,feel bored to study liao...not like dr. yoon,he is good giving lecturers but he's over energetic(always hav nite claz eh..)while myself r not da person who really has scientific brain,can twist my brain fast to think of sum theories.tat's y i take minor,haha...while SIEN-almost everyday repeat da same process,go kuliah study,go bk to hostel,facing da 4 unlively walls,meeting,eating...blah blah...(all routines).nothing is interesting n special during daily life,tat's y i call my day sien...sumtimes wanna hav sum1 to talk sumthing oso difficult...in additions tat my rum is hardly to get o9.haiz...alwayz stay in da rum,din go anywhere,the feeling of lonely always fullfill my time n spaces besides studying...anyway,i'm starting to b used to it but hard to adapt...haha...hopefully u all enjoy ur life evryday...go out 4 lunch or dinner together if in case v all r free,ok?