Decision..

I seldom make my own decisions since I was a young boy until I have grown old enough. I remember that when I was a young boy, my mum always took in charge of my daily life. She told me that I only can do this and that. Even my father also did the same things to me. So, whatever I want to do have to ask their permissions and opinions first every time. Then they will judge the things before I do whether it is bad or good. They will tell me why I can or cannot do it. Actually I know that they are trying to guide me to choose the right way. But, that is the main point which causes me could not judge and analyze something that I want to do well. As a result, everything that I do in my daily life almost always hit the wall when I do the decision by myself. I do not blame my parents at all because I know they love me so much so they try to protect me from any harms. Therefore I will try to learn how to handle my problems and improve myself. Like what I say normally, guys always feel headache about money, gal and studies (careers). For my case, I have made them like chaos; I do not know how to fix them well. In fact I do not have too much problem with money (have ptptn) and studies (can ask friends) but I cannot deal with another problem well. Even though sometimes I can speak something funny but not most of the time I can do so, most of the time I speak nonsense a lot. I am also not good expressing my feeling through talking because I will feel nervous to do so, so I prefer to write more than speak. May be lacking of experiences and do not join with other people much, so I cannot communicate well in the big group of people… If I say something which is quite offend you all, please forgive me...^-^