Hell Or Fantasy : The Questions Within

Is it just me, or you wondering what have we been doing over this past 2 semesters? Have gone through hell or fantasy? There are a lot of questions in my mind and I couldn’t answer it.

Firstly, in response to FMP, yes, I am a typical guy who “seven morning eight morning cry father cry mother” , just like you said, and I’m glad that you are a well prepare person, unlike me who always have regrets and being hated around. SERVE ME RIGHT! There are evidence showing this, feel free to ask/look around if you like, I am indeed the worst guy you met. (Don’t bull about academics if you want to compare me and you).

Secondly, I am busy with some projects given by my PA. The first day I went there and wow what do you know I got scared and run back home! It is not easy for me to being the only 1^st year guy there, as I expect some may turn up (yellowpochi especially you who live so near!!!). Everyday from morning 9 to noon 1 I had to study with my PA to learn new things, something like remote sensing, visual basics and others. There I saw my CLHS senior, who is doing his Phd there. He is the one who skipped masters into Phd (very smart guy). Now, as time goes I would like to see what happens next…

From that very first day, after some briefing from my PA, questions pop up in my mind often. I questioned my academic skills like they were very poor compare to others, practical skill, no need to say as they are always poor and I don’t have a good foundation of it, wait until second year then I know how hard…Besides that I also question myself: Why study Physics? These are the questions that are really difficult to answers, I mean is difficult to give an answer that satisfied others as well as myself. IF I say I like physics, do I really like it? I don’t feel any momentum when doing physics. That’s why what have we been doing this past 2 semesters? Should anyone of you thought of these?

That’s all I have to say, I hope we can come out to enjoy around, since we seldom got chances during school day. Enjoy your holiday people. Keep in touch.

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was wondering, when did u guys return da hostel key?
my fault not to ask u guys when is it?

Looking past the packaging

I came across this article, and found that it suit ur current position so i edit it and repost it(in conjunction with Wesak,Labour and my birthday)

I'd moon about, wondering why nothing romantic ever happened to me the way it did to heroines in novels. When someone showed the slightest
interest in me, I'd judge him by how he looked(ordinary) and how he
acted(normal) and refuse point blank to get to know him better. It's
easy to give the likes of DavidBeckham a chance-if you meet someone good-looking, charming and confident, it doesn't take a lot to decide whether or not you'd you go out with him-but what about the ordinary, everyday variety? The man who isn't devastatingly handsome or who's a bit shy and takes time to get to know- someone who doesn't stand out in a crowd. Why give a man like this a chance?He's obviously not your type, right?

Even as I write, I find myself drawn to someone who is so ordinary it makes me smile(ruefully).He is not arrogant or self-assured.He speaks quietly.He doesn't like arguments or fights.A pacifist, for God's sake! Is this what I've been looking for and didn't know it?When did my priorities change? Was it when i realised that i should start looking at people and not type? Judging someone not on their material worth but on how happy I am when i'm with them? This meant getting to know the man, assessing his mind, how much we might have in common, and how kind he might be, rather than his potential for getting us out of a blazing building. Most of us are looking for happy, successful relationships. But sometimes we might be looking in the wrong place entirely.This doesn't mean that you have to go out with every overwhelmingly ordinary man who asks you. There are bound to be men you don't even like.I've never seen a vile frog turn into a prince yet.(On the other hand,I've seen a lot of great looking 20-year-olds who've lost their lustre- and gained a few kilos- by the time they're 30) We all have an ideal lover tucked away somewhere in the corner of our hearts. But let's just say you get the prince. Is he what you really wanted or was it just the idea that appealed to you?

To give someone a chance you have to be prepared to take one, even if it means going out for lunch with a guy who's okay, but isn't ruggedly handsome with a dangerous glint in his eye. And don't judge him till you've learned a bit more about him. Of course, he might just turn out to be as excruciatingly boring as you thought in the first place. Or, he may not. But you'll never find out unless you give him a chance

Han in The House.....

Have you tried before that 4 groups of your freinds, who do not know each other among themselves, angry at you at the same time?

Sometimes i just don't know why...Maybe it is my fault...But what happen???

But sometimes i am confuse with friends, close friends, best friends, girlfriends and boyfriends...Aren't they the same? Or Are they not? In my opinion, they are all my friends...How can you do to please your everyone including parents and friends? There is one big question mark in running in my head and it just can't stop running...Anyway, it has been a myth for me since last time...

Anyway, back to my uni friends...It has been fun and exciting mixing with all of you guys...FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...And hope our fun and laughter will never ending...Yea i do hope to get close friends in uni...At least, when we need someone to talk to at times, we got someone to turn to...Not just that...We can also talk and laugh together, share our problems and happiness together...hmm that feels good:)

So everyone out there, here's a piece of advice:
Chill And Live Life To The Fullest

wondering wat u guys doing...

alrite, now is officially our sem break...
tho' we, ended our exams one week earlier than da sem break.
n i'm starting to miss u guys~ haah.

anyway, since i hav darn least things to do,
i start to hav a lotsa random thoughts in my mind.
they are many ppl invited to post things here,
but why is it juz da same few ppl?
wher did da rest go?

da reasons i created dis blog :
i wish all our coursmate or non-coursemate dat c dis
would respond in a way dat we could know more about
each other, since we dun realli hav time for one another
irl, coz busy wif own stuff..societies n stuff..
but i dun still get da objective since then.

i hope dat our relationships will be grow n care more
bout each other, since we are studying together n i dun
wish to hav damn lot of hi-bye frens. rather, i prefer
few close frens, that can share opinions, experience n
laughter together.

err other reasons mite sound absurd, mayb hope ppl out
ther can use more english in writing to improve? haa..i
dunno. or mayb ppl out ther dat go back to their homes
respectively could get sum help from frens over here for
watsoever reasons. afterall a fren in nid is a fren indeed.

aaa, juz sum random thoughts dat passing by my mind.
happi holidays to all.