Reasons...

Sometimes people listen to them, sometimes they don't...reasons are their names...

Many things happened recently, some have reasons, some don't, is up to you whether you want to accept it or not.

Is been hard to some of us since the beginning of this semester, as you know, now we are in 2nd year 2nd sem, one more year and we can say "goodbye" to each other,well, for those who opt for work in the society.

But now is now, now is the time for us to polish our skill, sound naive but is the fact, time does run fast and we are short of time, but who knows better?

Well, is kinda my story for you all. Here hos is sound:

Ealier of this sem, I got LAJ 100 and i was so happy...unfortunately things doesn't went smoothly... time clashes... none of the time given were suitable. In the end, got no choice but to drop it, makes me want to cry...

Next, i took laser and 218 (mathematics) and exceed the maximum unit by 1. The top guys agreed to me that IS OK, coz just 1 unit...UNFORTUNATELY, by then the top guy said the guys above him disallow such incident, and won't take in ANY REASONS, even it is reasonable.

I thought a while and i'm pretty sure i can make it through, either i take LAJ 100 or 218, the number of courses is still the same, but different in units and time of contact.

Very well, i got no choice but to scrap this idea once and for all. Finally i took up classical mechanics, 208, which make me have 20 units, but still i felt dissatisfy.

Well, is cruel, but sometimes people just won't listen, no matter what you say...i have to swallow my words and kept me away from being branded as a trouble maker.

Few days ago someone i really dislike came to me and ask me to be his FYP

partner. Of course the answer is NO, as I replied to him. We did had a conversation there, and I felt that the reasons he gave pack quite a laugh. He told me that he told his friends at dinner he’ll come looking for me. Why so when you have a combination of partners that’ll eventually lead to me? BAKA I think. Next he told me that none will partner with me because they don’t like me. Are you trying to be hated by your friends also? You really want to make such sacrifies? You’re pitying me. I don’t need that. I rather work alone than having to solve problems caused by others. What a nonsense I think. He reasoned out that he would choose me coz I know physics better than anyone else. Well, kinda feel like you’re using me right? Then I asked him y not be partner with the gal. She got a boy who knows physics too. But he just doesn’t want. Why I also clueless. Finally he said he choose me just to get to know me better. I almost laughed. For me, words like this can also means: BULLSHIT!

Well you can see that sometimes reasons are tend to be funny and you might not know whether you should accept it or not. In this case, well, my dislike of him might produce negative reasons on it. But there are even solid reasons that i wouldn't want him, which i won't explain here. Bear in mind that i don't boycott him, is meaningless to me. Ignoring him, at least, if can, i would do. I try not to step onto their boundaries...

But as far as he said that non will like me because of various reasons, well, if you really hate me, go ahead, is your right. NOT that i can't social with people is just that i don't wear "proper mask" everytime i see them.

Hatred is Hazardous. Sometimes ignoring works better. That's why i prefered alone sometimes. Less see me less the headache. Unless unfortunately i had to work with you to pull off something, tremporary alliance will be set...

Sigh... type a lot, i don't know how far i could get in this, is all up to my PA and his ZKT 221, where the fortunate might meet the unfortunate and miracle might be made...

What to do now? Time will tell, thats the reason.

Kampung Guy...how are you?...

Kampung Guy...your the busiest person i ever known. I know you're sick and still keep working on various activities, like the Kung Fu night. Well, hope our dearest physicists here will support you in terms of $$(ticket) and morally (gambateh Sion-kun!). May your Kung Fu night be a blast(successful).

Dear Sion-kun, frankly to tell you that i admire your hardworking times, activites and studies you keep them in balance, to the most. Please don't compare yours with mine, as mine will be different, but anyway, hopefully our discussion group (last sem) did bear some fruits. I tried my best as i could, and you should do it and i know you can. W ell, when you go for interview, remember to tell them bout your Kung Fu activites that give the audience a big blast, i'm sure it'll be a great help.

Kampung guy, with your hard-work on going, who knows you meet your other-half SOONER than you think? hehehehehhe...gambateh...

in respond to kampung boy

dear fren, life has nvr been fair and just,
and it appears to be cruel at times,
boring sumtimes, yet exciting at other times.
but fret not, coz frens n family members are always there
when u nid a place for shelter and when u nid a person to confide.

watever we do, problems n troubles keep on popping out
in our lives n of coz, it's inevitable. so da best thing is to
take it as a challenge to fortify ourselves. to reshape, mold, n polish.
for da past dat happened, juz take it as an experience, an eye-opener.
for da present, do wat's best u think that u do not regret later.
for da future, plan wat u wanna be n make it ur golden goal.

u wrote bout forceful action dat leads to unhappiness. yep
i raised my both hands as a gesture in agreement. but u were also
right about things dat depends on situation. so wat to write more?
"face a problem? cope with it n make sure u dun regret... "
and finally, action speaks louder than words, thumbs up! AMEN!

i dunno wat i'm writing here, i dunno why i post dis up here,
i dunno when will i be writing again, i dunno, i juz dunno.
wat i'm sure is dat i post dis up for a reason,
and da reason mayb true in da views of me but ironically
mayb untrue in da views of others. so wat to do?

obviously,
i juz write wat i feel, wat i want, wat i think of...

many things occurred, juz like a flash from thunder, but da sparks
from da flash will remain in my heart, n i shall treasure it as my
personal precious gift, from God.

everything happened for a purpose, dun u guys think so??

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sigh...dunno wat title shud i put coz my feeling now is mixed wiv lots of "taste" like spicy,sweet,sour... n when i surf tiz website,feel tat our blog here is so kesian since laz month,seems like every1 ignore it.while me,cant be said so active in tiz place.facing in front of the screen,drinking coffee n looking outside the window as well,recall back watever tat i hav done in recent years,during studying in usm,got a lot of incidents happened....feel very very very tired coz of training...after reading sum blogs,feel bored wiv them coz i dislike read too many words like reading novel.but more or less v can noe a bit sum1's personalities tru watever he/she writes tru their blog.while myself,ha...malas to write.i've read 1 of my frenz' blog,it has reminded me a chinese idiom,literally sounds like paksaan wont bring any kebahagian,may b many youngsters like us think tat idioms is really outdated or mandarin so called "TU" but u noe tat is really well-explained for certain incidents wich happen in our real life.many plp may attempt to use paksaan way to get sumthing tat they wan,but jz a few can get while others is out.lastly,i think i understand wat does de idioms mean,try to learn when shud let go...but normally talking is ezier den doing,in fact not many plp can do...izzit really kesian?